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I am a year(ish) away from earning my Ph.D. in neuroscience (the study of the brain, spinal cord, and peripheral nervous system). As I went through eight years of science education, many people have asked me: How do you stay close to God while being bombarded by all this science?

I think it’s important first to define what science really is. It is easy to want to avoid science if it seems like a collection of questionable “facts” assembled by scientists who are biased against God. But science is actually investigation: an organized, rigorous, and ongoing attempt to find truth. It is a process, not a corpus. Isaac Asimov, a biochemist and the author of the novel I, Robot, said: “Science doesn't purvey absolute truth. Science is a mechanism. It's a way of trying to improve your knowledge of nature. It's a system for testing your thoughts against the universe and seeing whether they match. And this works, not just for the ordinary aspects of science, but for all of life.”

In addition to understanding that science is a process for discovery, I also started out with a critical belief: God’s Word is the foundation of all truth (John 17:17). Everything that I hear, everything that I learn, I compare to what God says. Without this starting point, my journey would have veered off course a long time ago. Albert Einstein said, “Science without religion is lame; religion without science is blind.” 

Because I understand what science really is, and because I believe God’s Word is the foundation of truth, being a scientist does not hinder my relationship with God. My scientific journey has actually helped me grow closer to God in a few distinct ways.

I have learned to love and pursue truth

There is so much information available to us today, and in many cases no one is held accountable for whether what they say is true. It’s easy to find information that matches what I already think is right. It is easy to find information that makes up in emotion, bias and curiosity what it lacks in truth. But God expects more from me: "I say to you that for every idle word men may speak, they will give account of it in the day of judgment. For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned" (Matthew 12:36-37). The scientific method has made me question whether I really love truth. Am I able to admit I was wrong when I find good evidence that refutes what I believe? Do I let my pride influence my opinions? It is very difficult to let go of a hypothesis or theory that I thought really made sense when I get results I don’t expect. But because science is a controlled process, it is a great mechanism for eliminating lies and false information. When my hypothesis is disproven, I must adjust my thinking. God takes this matter very seriously. Proverbs 19:5 says: "A false witness will not go unpunished, and he who speaks lies will not escape."

I also need to use this same attitude in my spiritual life. Paul says, “[Love] does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth” (1 Corinthians 13:6). I cannot try to interpret God’s Word the way that I want it to go. I must be humble enough to seek God’s truth, even when it goes against what I think should be true. And I have found that the ongoing search for truth can be a challenging, exhilarating experience. It takes more work and is a very humbling process, but in the end brings godly love and peace.

I have learned humility

One of the reasons I decided to pursue neuroscience was because there is so much still to learn. We are nowhere near understanding how the human brain works—we’re still trying to figure out how the nervous system of a worm works. This is true in every crevice of creation. God made the physical world so wonderfully complicated that we will be studying it until Christ returns.

Here’s a short example: In the brain there are neurons (the main cells that talk to each other). They communicate with each other by sending chemicals or neurotransmitters (like calcium, dopamine, GABA) across synapses, which are little spaces between neurons. The neurotransmitters are sent and received through little molecular channels. Sounds simple, right? Except that for each neurotransmitter there are many different types of channels that respond in different ways based on the environment of the cell, other surrounding chemicals, the type of cells that are involved, etc. If we just focus on calcium, there are many, many types of calcium channels, which open and close in different environments, deactivate at different times, and serve various purposes in different areas of cells. For each type of calcium channel, there are multiple subtypes of that channel. For each channel subtype, in each type of cell, scientists must isolate the channel and interrogate it (experimentally) to discover what properties it has, what its purpose is, and what happens when it doesn’t work properly. And that is all just for one tiny molecule. As I delve deeper into understanding God’s creation, it allows me to appreciate just how detailed, how organized, how beautiful God is.

With the physical world being this complicated, how much more amazing is the spirit world? We can’t even begin to comprehend it. Studying God’s physical creation helps me maintain an awe and reverence toward Him that is otherwise easy to lose. “Who is like You among the gods, O Lord? Who is like You, majestic in holiness, awesome in praises, working wonders!" (Exodus 15:11).

I have learned to deal with uncertainty

As I said before, the results we get from science experiments are far from indisputable facts. Instead, each result is a tiny piece in the puzzle that is our world. Each piece is likely, but not definitely true. That’s why we have statistics: to show how likely each result is to be true. This is the way our world works—our experiments, our measurements, even our senses aren’t perfect. There is always some amount of uncertainty—some amount of risk—that is incorporated into everything we do. As a scientist, I have come to accept this. We will never have all the answers, and we can never be completely sure of what we know. That is why God’s Word is so comforting and so critical. It is the one thing we have that we can truly be sure of. God didn’t provide us the answers to everything yet, but He gave us enough information so that we can have successful lives, so that we can grow in character, and so we can have hope for the future. “The peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Jesus Christ” (Philippians 4:7).

I have learned to widen my perspective

At the end of the book of Job, God asks: “Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?" (Job 38:4). And, “Who has put wisdom in the mind? Or who has given understanding to the heart (Job 38:36)?” It is easy to forget what a limited perspective humans have. Science allows us to expand our perspective a few orders of magnitude. We can now see cells and molecules and atoms, as well as galaxies in the universe. Science enables us to get a small glimpse of the way God sees the universe. And I like to think about the fact that God can see all these different views at once. He sees neurotransmitters flowing across the synapses in your brain; He sees the moons orbiting Saturn; He sees you.

The fact that science allows us to expand our perspective is important because it is so easy to get absorbed in one physical perspective and forget all the others. It is so easy to automatically question God when hard things happen in my life: "Why would God allow this to happen?" "How come God won’t just give me this one thing—I know it would be good for me." It’s easy to forget how much bigger a view God has. He knows me better than I know myself (1 Kings 8:39) and He knows how everything works together (Job 38). Many times things that seem so clear aren’t true at all. Science shows us that.

I have learned to appreciate God’s power and creativity

The more I study God’s creation, the more I appreciate how much God loves diversity and creativity. He created millions of species for us to discover, to explore, to take care of. He created a seahorse the size of your fingernail; He created cuttlefish skin that can camouflage both color and texture; He created insects that can take over the minds of their hosts. God is involved in every little detail; the more I learn about His creation, the more I learn about Him. He is caring and thoughtful and perfect.

Paul expressed this beautifully: "For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse" (Romans 1:20).

The English chemist and Nobel Prize winner Sir Cyril Herman Hinshelwood said, “[Science is] an imaginative adventure of the mind seeking truth in a world of mystery.”

Science isn’t a scary or inherently bad thing. God made the world, and for me, becoming a scientist has allowed me to grow in knowledge, character, humility, respect and creativity.

(This Beyond Today article first appeared as a blog post on January 11, 2016).

Comments

  • kathysanny

    I have found some of the same awe in photography. When you photograph a butterfly and then look at it up close the detail is unbelievable. The tiny Eastern Blue looks like it has tiny brushed feathers at the ends of its wings, something not visible to the human eye because they are only about the size of a dime.
    So many young people come through science believing in theory as fact, but your God based approach actually gives you greater insight. Thank you for your article.

  • Kayleen

    That's a great example! I have also enjoyed photographs I've seen recently of snowflakes. It's amazing how perfect and unique they are when seen up close!

  • Barbara Abbott

    Thank you for this wonderful article. It is very interesting and exciting. Helps me see science in a different way.

  • Dr. Derek P. Blake

    As a Ph.D engineer I swallowed the lie of evolution hook, line and sinker until about three years into my relationship with God. Then I was challenged by my fellow Christians to justify evolution and produce the incontrovertible evidence to show that evolution was the truth of our origins. With some fervor I set about finding evidence that could not be challenged; I found none. However what I did find was evidence for an intelligent creator, both physical and logical. I found design, not happenstance, I found that the Genesis account was an account of a logical progression that follows the rules of astrophysics, and it ignored the obvious, rather holding on to constant conditions. What happened was that I convinced myself that evolution was a lie and that the creation of Genesis chapter one was the closest account of our possible origins. Since that time (over 40 years) I have been an advocate for creation and have developed a ministry to the science community in the support of Genesis creation. My amazement is that more scientists cannot see the stupidity of accepting evolution. The Bible is not a text book but it tells us so much about science.

  • Kayleen

    It's really cool that you were willing to question your beliefs and look into creation with your science background. I would like to hear more about how the Genesis account follows the rules of astrophysics. I'm always interested in how new discoveries in physics can match up with what God tells us.

  • dbaxter@xplornet.ca

    An excellent informative blog my wife had brain cancer 3 yrs. ago and I was surprised how little the medical profession knew about the brain and how their treatment seems to fight the brain rather than work with it. Thank you very much.

  • Kayleen

    I'm sorry your wife had to go through that. Yes it's frustrating how little we know aboutnthr brain - exciting to discover new things but treatments can't come fast enough.

  • Kelly Irvin

    Having received a degree in Horticultural Science, I heartily concur! My career took me down the plant breeding route which required education in genetics. The deeper I dug the more I saw the genius at the root of it, not random chance.

    I can understand a person not knowing how to come to a relationship with God, not being able to bring himself to trust the words of truth, but I'm amazed at the rejection of the intelligence behind the design of all things. I do believe that if a person could be honest with himself and accept the intelligence behind the design, the intelligence that science proves, this would be a critical first step in learning how to relate to God and begin to trust the word of God.

  • Brian Drawbaugh

    Good points- Thank you! Science and religion are commonly believed to be at odds with one another, but I think it is more a case of *people* being at odds. As you described so well, science seeks to discover and establish truth. That is a good thing. There are plenty of scientists who are also Christians- their books and blogs make for some good reading. Welcome to the "fray." - Brian

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